I don't know what to do anymore, I'm ready to give up. Thinking about my Sonic commissions or my Winter contest is bothering the heck out of me. I'm ready to just shut everything down and call it quits. Sonic doesn't make me happy anymore, all it's doing is stressing me out.
I've considered deactivating this account multiple times. I'm so close to doing it.
I'm sorry, everyone that cares, but the contest is over. Canceled. One of my judges has yet to send me their judging results and I am not looking forward to sending everyone that donated prizes messages to get their prizes finished.
Hate me all you want, but all I can say is I'm sorry. Nova isn't even my main Sonic FC anymore anyways.
Please understand that I'm not happy here anymore.
I'm sorry that you all wasted your time for nothing. I would give you something as an apology but I can't even draw Sonic art anymore.
I'm even asking the members of Sonic-FanCharries-HQ if they'd be interested in becoming admins. If nobody is, I'm closing the group.
Who knows, I may come back to Sonic, but I'm sick of being WightShadoo, I prefer being called HoofSplatter now. I'm happier over on that account and drawing a whole bunch.
If I'm not back into Sonic by the New Year then I'm shutting down this account, deactivating and all.
I'm sorry. I just can't.